The question that keeps me

What is required to do a task:
1. Effectively
2. Efficiently
3. Keeping everyone happy

I don't think I know it myself and if we are here to find a straightforward answer to the aforementioned question, we must ask it to ourself rather than to the original asker. In a world that has always contained answers, we have never refrained from quests. However, our nagging doubts have always kept us at bay from the real answer. The askers have died, their generations who kept their questions alive have failed. The answer remains there, just as still, sparkling as ever. What we are here for today is to pause. To pause and think, about these doubts that might perhaps need solving once and for all.
At first, let us ask ourself, what the question or lets say what we are generally asking. A lot of people don't know or feel it that out of a lot of things they are doing most of the time, they are generally asking a deep open question, and live their lives as is. For example, I am usually unable to do day-to-day tasks effectively, let alone the other two which I believe are all in an order. Soon as I fail or just before I am about to fail, deep inside I ask myself "Why always?!." Now "Why always?!" is not a proper question. However its been my belief while living with "Why always?!" for so long, that it falls under the category of Titles and Tags. I mean it is a Tag pasted on a huge bundle of questions. Excuse me for increasing the complication but to me as it has always been, Life is complicated. I know I sound a lot monotonous and saddening, but I believe being realistic is the first step to being positive.
So what is inside the bundle. That would be too much for just a blogpost to digest. But reverting to our main motive, I doubted my skill when I held the badminton racket after a long time recently. But when my brother motivated me, there was a new kind of learning sensation lurking inside me now. I was grasping much better than before when I didn't doubt myself. We care too much about the future to spare time for present.
Spare me for today folks. I promise to come back soon...

Gate#2

Hi all! Back here.
Sometimes the urge is so high that you cant fight it. For what? Well, for pretty much everything that we like, that we love to do and sometimes even vouch for, from anyone. It comes like a shock wave, to do the task that we love to do. And it seems so much intresting later on to feel how the change occoured. How sometime back I was simply waiting in a queue in the bus to get off at my stop.

;) Today while I got off my bus it was blogging in my mind. The epicenter to this blogging urge shock wave was the Gate#2. After my BCA, I recently got my first job to work as a s/w engineer over support projects in large Indian Service based company. Its training time, so its not that hectic deze days. The company's branch in this city has mainly 3 gates. But the company decided to keep one of them for guests alone. So the Gate#2 got the chance to be the one where guests enter the premisis in their expensive cars as perhaps they might have thought that it would be easy for workers coming from both sides to use either gate#1 or gate#3.

Now who'd tell that to the bus driver. The company is set at a beautiful spot down a hill. So as soon as the bus starts downhill and vision to things that were not visible earlier gets clearer, the driver starts feeling the ease in driving with an auto-speeding bus after a minute long struggle to get the fully-loaded auto-geared bus uphill and cool air slapping his face.

And then, he sees My Company's Logo, then gate#1 and reluctantly starts applying the brakes. The bus starts slowing down but understanding his duty, the driver hastily yet carefully slows down the bus and brings it to a halt at gate#2.

The guards standing outside the gate, yawning, playing with their ID cards witness a very morose croud getting out of the bus, yet nobody even looks at them(the guards) as they know they're gonna see haughty hurtful expressions, clearly stating that you better stay away from this gate as its meant for a superior lot than you. So I start my small yet tangled journey to my training classroom, from gate#1, then parking, then upstairs then right, right, left...

Desire to have it...

There is no end to desires.

Day-Before-Yesterday, I had nothing but love of my loved ones;

Yesterday, I had my mother's phone and a scooter;

Today, I have a scooter, a car, a telephone, a touch-screen mobile, a computer with four OS, an internet connection, an LCD, my own room, driving license,  a costly watch, two pen drives, a polyster t-shirt, Three levi's Strauss Jeans, a pair of costly franco leone shoes, a playboy perfume bottle, an AXE aftershave Lotion, A garnier deodrant, skates, a bat, I spend money everyday, accounts on facebook, twitter, google, hotmail, rediffmail, blogger, freeforums, I study in a costly institute, I've travelled on a Plane Thrice, I have visited Hyderabad(INDIA), Mahabaleshwar, Pune (...alright, I admit I cant count them all)

Day-Before-Yesterday, I Dreamed

Yesterday,                                  I Dreamed

Today,                                            I Dream...

Day-Before-Yesterday, My Father and Mother Worked...

Yesterday,                      My Mother Worked...

Today,                            My Mother Works...